punctuate.

i wish i could do more to articulate this myriad disentanglement of emptiness and doubt instead of the usual archetypal mode of expression- blogging.
it isn't so much of moments where you can just shrug it off ,banishing it to the back of your mind with a casual " it's one of those days.." or assigning it to the problems of womanhood.

the post exams periods- the lull moments of the pursuit of knowledge gone senseless,driven by academical competitiveness, economic and social prerequisites.
i am ,really am immersing ,recuperating from 14 hr work days to 0 hr work days.

it takes a fool ( which many of us are?) to realise that the things you need most in life are the simplest of the sorts despite the countless rejects due to character inferiority ,of which applies to countless things and people.

i spent the last couple of days with the family , a weak and inadequate compensation for my absence and my responsibilities during the school term.
there are so many obligations,numerous enough to have me feel inadequate.

i am obliged to my sister,married, and moved .
i am obliged to my mum, selfless and aging.
i am obliged to my dad, guileless and kind.

i am obliged to my boy.he, who placates the ghosts of my nights.

and to these very few special people that i truely respect as worthy friends.( gun,yy,elthevin,dillon)


they are all that i could ever need , and perhaps, ever have.
yet guilty memories line this shadow that treads on paths.

October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009