Saturday, May 24, 2008'♥
Bangkok Cityscape and People.
Bangkok,Thailand,
14th May - 20th May 08,
Nikon D80,18-55mm,18-135mm,50mm f1.8,vivitar 70mm-210mm,
Eloera Jesusa Woon.
Bangkok,Thailand,
14th May - 20th May 08,
Nikon D80,18-55mm,18-135mm,50mm f1.8,vivitar 70mm-210mm,
Eloera Jesusa Woon.
1:51 PM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008'♥
-let's bang-your-cocks!-
yay.
i am like going to bang-your-cock in 4hrs time.
with theboy and my good 0' ma and dad and aunt and friend.
so it's going to be huge loads of triggeruphoria and lots of shopping,eating,massaging.
and. it's the first time i am on a holiday with hubs in the land of saswasdees.
and we are going to KL in june too.
and we just opened a joint bank account for our travel plans too.
is this good or what.
shoot me now. and i will still die a happy girl.
choi!
saaaaaaaassssssssssss waaaaaaaaaa deeeeeeeeeee! i waannnnttt baaaannnnnggg-yoooouuur--cccooock.
11:37 PM
Sunday, May 11, 2008'♥
punctuate.
i wish i could do more to articulate this myriad disentanglement of emptiness and doubt instead of the usual archetypal mode of expression- blogging.
it isn't so much of moments where you can just shrug it off ,banishing it to the back of your mind with a casual " it's one of those days.." or assigning it to the problems of womanhood.
the post exams periods- the lull moments of the pursuit of knowledge gone senseless,driven by academical competitiveness, economic and social prerequisites.
i am ,really am immersing ,recuperating from 14 hr work days to 0 hr work days.
it takes a fool ( which many of us are?) to realise that the things you need most in life are the simplest of the sorts despite the countless rejects due to character inferiority ,of which applies to countless things and people.
i spent the last couple of days with the family , a weak and inadequate compensation for my absence and my responsibilities during the school term.
there are so many obligations,numerous enough to have me feel inadequate.
i am obliged to my sister,married, and moved .
i am obliged to my mum, selfless and aging.
i am obliged to my dad, guileless and kind.
i am obliged to my boy.he, who placates the ghosts of my nights.
and to these very few special people that i truely respect as worthy friends.( gun,yy,elthevin,dillon)
they are all that i could ever need , and perhaps, ever have.
yet guilty memories line this shadow that treads on paths.
10:44 PM
Saturday, May 03, 2008'♥
-schmokes , schmokes.-
so it was an almost splendid two papers.
used up 2 answer booklets for the modules,and no, none of that i will attribute to schmoking.
it's quality work, i will tell you.with my adept humble writing capabilities and huge fonts, it wasnt too difficult a task.
and all that past year papers, and notes, i reckon i wouldnt do too badly.
BUT, like all rosy ,sweet and pink fairytales, there comes a crux, a nasty evil character that is bound to ruin it all - a geography paper with 4 questions, a heroic pen that endured two booklets and only two and 1/3 questions.
i didnt finish the paper.
i am disappointed, though i think it would be an understatement,considering the gargantuan amount of readings and effort i put in for this mod.
it's no easy feat acing an arts module, but a mediocre pass will not be suffice too.
i am left with 2 papers to turn the situation around.
and i am still disappointed.
2:09 PM
