Friday, March 07, 2008'♥
// of nice girls and karma woes.//
it's getting unbecoming and i attribute this apathy and total repugnance, obduration,(whatever you call it that 's synonymous with being evil,gloating,bitchy-ness) to the deprivation of time and capacity to uphold my esteem ,self respect and perhaps to the cancerian's natural territorial instinct.
i scorn and i undervalue your stupidity , your childlike guileless behaviour, your unfortunate domestic misfortunes, your inapt to write,think and speak coherently.
i gloat. i gloat for everything that i have and you dont, and that with a twist of destiny, that was taken from you and given to me. i gloat for everything that i am and you are not.
i despise all the similarities and shadows of who i was, that i see in you.
i am sickened by the very thought of me wasting so much of my time reading your little misfortunes and insecurities.
i am spiteful and hateful and you are nice.
but believe me when i say,
you can lose anything and everything ,
but your mind and self respect.
and that's what i lost. self-respect.
of what's left .
of what's left . 12:37 AM
