Thursday, November 08, 2007'♥
updated.
//0254hr amidst the disquietude.//
when it's this child of god lying beside me, asleep ,and beautiful,
and i am looking through the photos of us -
of who we were;
of who we are;
and who we may ever be;
one thing's certain.It's still his smile that sedates the unnerving.
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//the lack thereof.//
it's 0120hr in the morning.
the silence in the air tonight seems chillingly calming.
i have been a bitch lately to everyone.
themom- for not being home always, and giving her the time and attention she deserves.
thebf- for not appreciating all that he does,acceding to all my whims .
ly- for disappearing on her on the phone and sch half the time.
shaoyen- hsi 21stbirthday celebration
theelvinbestie-for disappearing half my life.
andeveryoneelseinmymsn- whom i have been extinct effectively since the brink of time.
i feel empty .
somehow.
and i am tired of it.
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if i have got everything in the world ,
why am i feeling so sad?
1:21 AM
