Tuesday, March 13, 2007'♥
-circle of trust-
There are moments in our lives, where either us,or people whom we have established close social relationships with,just, move on prematurely. I guess it all comes with the different realisations of how we no longer suit up to the different phases and facets of each our own lives .
No one's indispensable, i guess. The whole notion of easy come, easy go social relationships is not a true representation of my social circle of friends or my take on social relationships perse, though i must say , it does hold some truths.
I have lost people whom have been very dear to me, and i believe, likewise i have changed /grown enough in the past 8 mths, to not be needy of anyone at all . With that, i have left certain people behind to just be the specks and dusts of time and oblivion. As harshly as it sounds, as much as i believe in their kind intentions to remain in contact, do know that it is never obligatory on my part to reciprocate these intentions. Simply because,one, YOU have broken this trust, and now YOU are out of my circle of trust, Two, i believe that there are more worthy people in my life that's worth vesting my very much limited time and attention to.
Of course, there are friends, whom i havent been talking much to, of late,and i can only seek your understanding and more understanding, that there are but so much that i can cope with.Do know that, for all who has always been around for me,i can never be more thankful to you. So please bear with me.
But there are a couple of these people that's now/has always been in my circle of trust, that i cant be more thankful for.
1.Elthevin bestie.- because you always are, and always am my bestie.
2.YY - my newfound girlbud, for all the random things that we always come up with.
3.Eug - for being nonsensically nonsense and random enough to always tag and induce laughter in mine and yy's most emo of all emo nights .
4.Lionel - for just being around in everything that i want to do!
5.Kenp - for our occasional but nonetheless,satisfying online convos.
6.griigorri- for all the convos abt the shites in photography and life that transcend beyond the spatial distance .
7.leongster - for the lunch that we had today, cos it's always refreshing to see a face again and again and again for the past 9 years.
8. john- for the many convos and things that we have enjoyed doing together.
:).
Thank you all.
and hopefully by the time , i am back,
you can say hello, to my new tattoo!
