Friday, December 08, 2006'♥
i think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning.
extremely irritable, in a pretty foul mood now. *ugh.
i dont know. i think it's my limbs. they are still swollen from the cirque du soleil flying stance in zouk. the gashes and abrasions arent too bloody? but it's something you wldnt want to have on yr legs? and my shoulders feel funny too. then my shin splints are having a relapse too.
like wtf. everywhere is hurting.
so it's like my body is totally battered and just survived a friday night RAW on wwe.
okaye. breathe. nvm.
then.
i gotta go
1. SIR to collect my passport.
2. go botanica gardens for my shoot.chinatown has to wait , with me hurting like a old fuck? i will probably die .
3. to get my guess bag in town.
4. bugis st for shoots
5.meet the girls in arab st for dinner and good schmokes. okaye , it's me. they are clean on that thing. it's disgusting , i swear i was on my way to quiting for good since 2 weeks ago, then kennethphua had to give me that cig on wed. WOAH, that first inhalation was an instant ORGAS .
6. then to pack for my cebu trip
okaye i gotta say this.
last night ,for the first time in say,7 years, i talked to dillon on the phone? hahaha for an hr somemore can.
okaye i was never a phone conversationalist, to start with. it irks me , to an extent, unless i am talking to gun? that wld be a whole new different ball game altogether. heh. i wld prefer a more impersonal face to face live real time conversation .
then it's good,days have been busy , doing my photography stuff,hanging out with friends and friend's friends and then all that reading,partying and everything else.
but now, i think i am alittle tired. i think to be alone for awhile again. getting myself into so many things and places at one go wears me out mentally and physically. and when that happens, i will need more than cigs and beers to get thru all that emonights.
then mymum thinks i am taking photography alittle too serious and that i have been giving myself too much stress over it. okaye. breathe. it's a passion and a hobby, it takes time. yes. it does. so breathe and chillax.
and she was really sweet.bought me a new phone, after seeing how decrepit my old phone is.
so yes, say 'hello' to morrisey. and wait. let me tell you more. i must have been a gadget moron? cos my goodness , morrisey can play mtvs ? wth. i think morrisey's quite cool and i wld reckon mymeanmachine and him wld get along just fine.
it's like i really dont know what i am doing everything for. okaye nevermind. i think i am tired.
okaye . shower time.
ciaociao.
10:24 AM
