Friday, December 22, 2006'♥
-enigma-
it's quite silly really.
looking back, everything that happened didnt seem real after all.
this whole year has been such a blur . it as if i have been everywhere, but i have gone nowhere actually.
it's like i am back to where i was, only this time round , i lost so much more than i gained.
then again, i realised you can lose anything and everything,but your mind and sense of self.
and for all that i lost, i will never want to be who i was in 2006.
i dont remember alot of things anymore .the things i have done, people that i have met . now it's all a tapestry of vague edeitic images decaying with time.
feelings wane. memories fade.
it's like i am a carcass now. hollow through and through,with my sanity treading along perilously in a vortex we call time. time- where nothing and nobody can be a constance; whereno one ever stays and no one ever leaves.
lesson of the yr2006 : existentalism at its best where all you are/have is yourself.
4:06 PM
